we all with you!!

mereka seperti singa...menuntut hak! kita?? fikir-fikirkanlah...

*best lak update blog nih..

Januari sudah meninggalkan kita...

salam..
malam2 nih 30 Januari..
terase kejap jer Allah bagi pinjam waktu ni....
tup tup luse dah bulan Februari...
macam2 jadi time januari nih..
salah satunyer..
My Birthday!!
Alhamdulillah Allah kurniakan kawan2 rumah yg best!! Sporting habis lar..
tanggal 6 Januari hari tu leh lar...ramai gak yg wish..
yg paling xleh luper ialah biler housemates sumer xnak wish..
terase sgt lar waktu tu...
sbnrnyer tau dah diorg sajer nak wat cmtu..
tpi xtau la smpai seserius itu...
org tanyer...diorang wat bodoh jer....ish!! bengang thp karma la org kater..
pastu entah mgapa diorg ajak jalan pegi McD... (boikot..boikot..)
ikut jer la...
then..lepas dilengah2kan oleh kawan time nak basuh tgan..(waktu tu dah syak something dah..)
pergi ker meja and ader satu kek yg comel..
kek teddy bear!!!

wow..lawa kut kek ni..tapi..comei2 pun kene makan gak....dan mereka dgn bijaknya memberi saya kuasa untuk memotong kek ini...dan lihatlah apa hasilnya..jeng, jeng, jeng..

inilah hasilnya..keh3..sume bising...well..ini namanya seni...seni pemotongan..haha..
sori kawan2...kek bulat tu pndai ar potong tpi kek bentuk teddy ni susah sikit nak potong...
well..ini adalah birthday yg gempak sekali...thanks kawan2 umah,,, zimie, mariah, farah husna, nur jannah, hidayu zailani, fathiah nuraina (mastermind)...thanks again!!

that's it!!

mulai hari ini aku ingin menjadi yg lebih baik...
aku ingin menjadi hamba ALLAH yg tunduk dan patuh...
aku harus berhenti berharap kepada manusia ttpi berharap hanya pada Allah~
aku ingin menjadi hamba yg mencintai Tuhannya sehingga kami boleh bertemu di Syurga...

amin..

monolog hati

entah mengapa
diri rasa kekosongan
hilang cahaya pudar sirnanya
hati ini gelisah..
jiwa tak tenteram..
terasa..
seperti kehilangan...
seperti aku tidak mengenal siapa diriku kini..
hidupku seperti berada di cabang jahiliah yg berserakan..
terlupa pada satu jalan yg harus ku tempuhi..
yg mesti ku lalui..

bahagia..
seperti jauh dariku..
ketenangan..
semakin samar2 di hati..
di mana dakwah..
di mana tarbiyah..

aku masih mencari...
berusaha mencari...
supaya kebahagiaan iman
kembali hadir di sisi hati yg sepi ini..
Allah...
jangan kau tarik nikmat iman dan islam dariku...
jika itu terjadi maka akulah manusia paling malang di dunia ini...
aminn..

Show me the way...

When first I saw my result...
Band 3!!!
I felt like crying..I felt horrible for fate that I'm going to face in the future..
Then I remembered that I had listed prays for my parents read it at Mecca during their pilgrimage, and one of them was " Oh Allah, please, please and please give me and my friends a band4 result for our MUET so that we all can enter SMSU together and be a good lawyer.."
Then, before I saw my result I called my mum and she said confidently..

"You will get band4 because I had prayed for you at Mecca, InsyaAllah!! "
and that soothed my feelings a little bit..

But things happened, happened!! I got band3 and my feet like not in the earth anymore!!
How can it happened!! What's wrong...maybe I'm not work hard enough!! maybe..
And I began to doubt about the pray..is it not accepted?? how can?? but I thought positively, maybe Allah will give me at the right time~ Husnu Zhon!!

But something happened today~
KPT had changed the rules after a lot considerations and to enter SMSU you only need Band3 BUT your English result for SPM must be A- and above. If you get B+ and below you HAVE to get Band4 no matter what!! ( eventhough it's not fair enough).

And now, this time Allah had proved that He approved my duaa and many my friends are qualified to enter SMSU. Allah didn't makbul my previous duaa but He gives something more better and the best!!

Never lose hope to Allah!!

Alhamdulillah..
Thank you Allah~

CONFUSE ??@!!??$&??

yeah..
Confuse...that's the right word for what happen to me now...
I still confuse with the path that I want to choose right now..
maybe lawyer...and maybe fiqh fatwa...and maybe I will go to Middle East further my study in Syariah..
I don't know!!!
what made thing worse was I got band3 for muet's result..
another 4 marks to get band4..urghh..so frustrated!!
actually what's really matter is I don't know what I want right now..
what I like, what I love.. It's just difficult to clarify it..
confuse..
still searching what I want..
confuse...
what I really love...
confuse..
about my future...
confuse..
when imagine what I will be in next 10 years...

Allah...please show me the right way....
give the best way~

Birthday presents from my best friends ~

SHAHAMIN::::

0601 :: jom flashback..suatu hari yg indah damai,dtgnya seorg budak baru dr perlis, tgk dari jauh jaa xD ish budak ni,mcm sombong ,lol,i didnt say tht,othersss ;p

tym exam,dy kata dy dpat numbr 3,sdgkan i got numbr 3 ,agak r panas sikit,haha.

kmudian,masuk skolah mnengah , takpa aih,lupakan kisah lama ;p hah,tgk, sampai la ni,takleh berpisah..sgla persepsi ,prasangka etc mmg lah campak trus kat lombong belakang sekolah tu,best gila kawan dgn dia !.. uwaa,rindu nk gosip, nk sembang,nk jumpa,nk mkan sama2 lagi =.=" walaupun salu ja tak puas hati dgn dia, lama2 rindu balik,kui3,hanya dia yg mmahami.. siryesly, i still cant find someone yg bleh i talk everything i felt etc etc ..

suka twilight...=.=" *masih lagi ke ?* ;p

dy ni memang,asik gaduh ja dgn budak laki,ahaha,ade je lah yg dyorg ta puas hati,tapi dy still maintain.. aish, klu presentation ke, debat ke, mantap! patut pun amik law kan..but i still hate the memories yg debate kat kl tuh,bnci3.ohh..ha3haa, salu datang lewat walau rumah dekat jee..*buat2 ta nmpak ;p*

salu buat keje gila,ngan yusraa skali,lol,bukan la gila, tapi berani gila,haha

jgn kawen slagi kite tak balik msia, tak aci la ;p eh, kne tunggu 'dia' tu pun balik msia gak kan ,hua3.

tahniah tuk MUET, i know u've done your very best *bce 10 novel kan? xD*

wait me for the next raya !

NAK SOTO OKE !

btw, 0601,best of luck in your life, i truly,madly love you fillah

OMG! tomorrow is 6 JANUARY !xD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~~~!!!!!!!!!!! May Allah BLESS .

*slalunya tak bukk sekolah lagi tym bfday dy xD*

p/s: hehe thanks Min...kite mmg suke wat keje gler ckit,,haha..kat USIM ni lagi byk kite wat keje giler...

YUSRAA::

salamun'alai

hey sis.member dunia wal-akhirat.kenal dari zaman sek ren-sek men-USIM

a-lawyer-to-be[insyaAllah] .

book-worm.

suka novel.bla ada novel yg dia minat mesti excited.[perkara biasa.tp cara die excited luarbiasa]

penyabar.time sek dulu kalau ada org ta puas hati kat die..biar jaa.aku ta nampak pun die pegi tumbuk balik.(tada an?)

suka dengar bla die bg presentation kat depan.bla die cakap kat depan buat kte terfikir..

dude-u ingat lagi dulu pi pusing putrajaya-KL-kajang-n9 be2 naik kereta kancil comel.kereta selalu mati enjin.dekat tol pun mati enjin.ini mmg ta bole diterima! na lepas pintu pagar USIM takut.siap same2 tayang kad pelajar.sbb dulu masuk kene tahan.pastu pak guard bg lect mare2 kate budak tamhidi ta bole bw kereta lagi.ta pa.aku paham perasaan pak guard yg terang2an jeles.

gi kedai pc- alamanda-solat kat masjid putrajaya.na solat pun byk dugaan yea.ta terjumpe2 masjid.roundabout dah pusing 55 kali.paling best.bla lapa na makan.tapi na save budget.call my abg sbb na pau.then,tgk sunset kat putrajaya.sambil makan keropok lekor.hari tu ponteng program USIM lagi.yea.kami pemuda yang tegar.sampai asrama mlm.NO!tgh malam.tapi mak guard ta marah.keh3.

ada satu hari tu pi sme2 jumpa min kat KL.ta plan pun.pakai pun biase2 jaa.al-maklumlah die kate na pi cc jaa.ceh! time tu sangat seronok.sbb kte be-3 ada bersama.

1st day orientation kte ponteng .awal2 lagi dah buat nakal.masa awal2 masuk USIM.anda lah satu2 yea teman ke mana saja pergi.dah la first time duk jauh dr rumah.kalau kmu tada.aku bole nangis duh.serius.homesick jaa selalu.bila dah homesick.na balik..kita balik ipoh sama2.dekat usim.ta bole masak.anda lah yg buatkan maggie utk sy.

yang paling buat diri ini sayang ialah bila anda belanja saya cake secret recipe.

:)

life in campus sangat seronok bilamana ada kawan seperti anda! many thanks!

utk anda-tommy page-a shoulder to cry on

may Allah bless.

.yue.

p/s: thanks Yusraa...haha..pengalaman jumpe Min kat KL mmg xleh belah,,,